What do you think? Just the hair ties (I did forget about a green and red one by her ear)
Hair ties and eyes (still forgot the red one bu the ear)
or hair ties, eyes and lips( still missing the red one)\
These are Kari's Christmas pictures( I did take them like too weeks late too)
Friday, February 22, 2008
Friday, February 15, 2008
Even with me getting over my period I was still worried about being Preggers. So I bought a test. I am Very thankful that is came out negative. Brian saw the box and asked about it and ask if I was. When I told him no. He was sad. He has said in the last month that we are done. I am starting to think that he was more. He has always wanted 4. I never wanted more then 2. But with Kari walking around and Braxton close to 3 I am not sure if I am done. I love having babies to hold and care for. I just don't think I can handle anymore that are as wild as the two I have. I also have to get Brian to realize that I need time to myself. He thinks that just because I stay home I don't need it. I NEED IT. But I am going to put them in daycare part time. I don't have their shot records but they are being sent to me. And as soon as I have them I will get the rest of the paper work done
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
It is time to up date again.
I have started to work on little albums for my SIL. The two older ones were my flower girls the other 2 were just two little . I can't leave them out as that would just be mean. I have the albums them self made and now I am just looking for the pictures I want in them . There is only one that I don't have a picture of just us/me holding but what can you do. I really hope they like them. IF the work out well I am going to do ones for my mom, sisters and MIL.
Brian went to a abuse class tonight. Every week the first SGT has been called for some kind of abuse, so they had a class on. He came home and asked me if I thought it was abuse " taking away the computer from me" (we have a password that he can change to lock me out) I said I really didn't know. He said well they say Not letting you have a phone or go out ever is abuse. ( I have a phone and he gets me when I don't have it with me and I can leave when ever I need too) to that I said "The web is my contact with the outside world, because I have trouble making friends but I can talk to people on line when ever I need to, and they are more help for me then my phone or the car. I still don't think I gave him the answers he thought I should but I was just telling him how I felt.
I am sorry it this makes no sense to you. I am just really tried. I also don't really make sense when I am awake
Monday, February 11, 2008
Who knows me best? I would have to say Brian. He know what moods I have and how fast they can change. He also know just what buttons to push to make me mad, sad or happy.
Well as soon as I am done cleaning the computers I am going to start on the little wedding books for my SIL. I have the album picked out just need a few pictures I love of them reprinted because they are also going in my book. I can't wait to get started on them
Friday, February 8, 2008
Today my grandma is having her gall bladder taken out. I know they do it all the time but not to my grandma. I think it worries me so much because I can't see her before and she is to drugged to talk to me. I am worried that she will pass away and I won't be there to say good bye. I know if she goes it was for the best. She has been in a out of hospitals for about a year now. She finally got to go to her house after thanksgiving. Now she is back in.
Monday, February 4, 2008
My to do list
load and run dishwasher (2x)
fold and put away all clothes
pick up in the-
*kitchen
*living room
*scraproom
go through 2 or more boxes
look for wedding negatives 2 down 4 to go
scrap/atler something
Today there is not much going on. I am going to be clean as it is a never ending battle but at least it is not as bad as when I lived in Ogden. Other then that I need to go to the store and buy some black spray paint. See if they have a wood working shop here on base( Brian says they do) If so see if they are open on Saturdays. If not I will need to talk to My dad about cutting out some wood and then mailing it to. I would also like to go to hobby lobby and buy a shelve and some blocks to alter for the kids room so they can have a place for their books. I would really like to scrapbook sometime but all I want to scrapbook is my wedding photos and I can't find all the negatives and I don't have a scanner( but I want one). I want to turn some of them B&W and crop some and just play around with them. I know they have to be around here somewhere because I never throw out negatives.
Braxton tried to put me to sleep again last night. I am going to have Brian take a picture of him doing it so I can scrap it. Kari is a little drama queen just like her mommy. I would cry if I was told no or people would look at me (mostly my sister) and she does it to Braxton. She has also started crying when he has a toy she wants. But I am a mean mommy and don't give in.
Brian likes to fight with me about the kids( not big fights just little ones) Yesterday at dinner Braxton wanted an apple and was throwing a fit about me not giving his one. Brian starts in with just give him one. I wanted him to eat some of his dinner so I said no to both of them. Not even 2 minutes later B sits down and eats his food. He is get some apple later because I did say after dinner. Brian seemed a little shock that he gave up so quickly. I see it more and more ever day as I am becoming a strong mother and not letting him have everything he wants. My hopes for this is we can go out to eat without have to leave with barely getting our meal. I also want my kids to behave at home. Brian has also given up on spanking the kids. So it is time out and the tv go off and he has to sit there till he has calm down. He is really big on fits. Part of it is he is tried and won't take a nap. But then he does go to bed easier at 7:30.
I also think that I am going to put the trailer hitch on my bike and start riding after I feed the kids breakfast. I have been thinking about my grandparents alot lately and grandpa Rogers keeps coming to mind. He died of a massive heart attack I think in his forties. I want to be around for a long time to see the grandkids and great grandkids.
Well that is what I had on my mind sorry for the story
Friday, February 1, 2008
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